"The Worst Type Of Crying"

The worst type of crying is the silent one.
The one when everyone is asleep.
The one you feel in your throat.
The one that makes your eyes blurry from the tears that don't fall.
The one where you just want to scream.
The one that makes you sob.
The one where you have to hold your breath and hold your stomach to keep quiet.
The one where you can't breathe anymore and you feel a pressure in your chest.
The one that makes you shiver.
The one when you realize the person that meant the most to you, is gone.
The one that makes you realize your alone, by yourself.